I loved once
2014-07-16
I loved once
( practice losing )
Living
Not anymore
I want to be over
To be done
To leave
Like in class
Please - I have to leave
Like a client contract signed
Now can I go
( the art of losing isn't hard to master )
Or Christmas presents unwrapped
Done
Or after a play the curtains up, lights on
No shadows
I don't want
To live here anymore
Patience has stopped the pain
No tying bags around heads
No falling off bridges
No car crashes
No poison
No longer starving choking to leave and finish like before
Ready to rest
Free from business
Free from life
Yes
A beautiful mystery
In all the vast empty loneliness of space
( I lost kingdoms once )
The universe
By accident has placed
Us
Together
I know
In all of all time
Us
Together
I know
So sorry
More is needed
But
I don't know how to do more
I am
Not enough
Not
Still not
