Friday, December 23, 2005

The end of illusion

The end of illusion

When will I reach it?
I have reached it.

How old am I?
I am an old man.

Where am I? What is around me?
I am here, and around me are the fruits of my heart.

What do I taste in my mouth?
The bitterness from my weakness to be powerless. Only I need to deep
breathe and know that my weakness is my fear, unmet and lonely, in need
of my love and forgiveness.

And what else?
The anger, the despair, the grief. Is it not all from being out of
control, but expecting to be? Is it impatience? Where is it from? Just
wait and know the universe as it.

Joshua Paul
Neo Code Software
604 638 0668 ph, 604 638 0666 fx
#288 - 425 Carrall St., Vancouver, BC V6B 6E3, Canada
http://www.neocodesoftware.com/

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