Midnight Eye review: It's Only Talk (Yawarakai Seikatsu, 2005, director: Ryuichi HIROKI)

http://www.midnighteye.com/reviews/its-only-talk.shtml

Joshua Paul
Neo Code Software
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Review: ender's game

Review: ender's game

An old book. Reread. For what? Orson scott card's powerful mythic
storytelling?

Is it not also the story of cain and abel? The murder of one by
another?

That to murder, one must have compassion and understanding for ones
enemy, to think like they think. (On wikipedia air force strategy about
getting inside their decision making loop). And then surprising them.

And what is it all to me? Genesis. Chapter 1. Cain and abel. The oldest
profession is of course murder.

And why is that? Why is that abel the shephard was slain by his brother
the farmer? http://www.pitt.edu/~dash/cain.html

What does guns, germs and steel have to stay about the extermination
"native" peoples, or animals? That generation after generation have
fought over access to the same resources.

There is only this earth - use it for shepharding or farming, who can
raise the larger army?

And this is what has been hiding from me.
Or what I have been hiding from myself.
It is so old among all that is so new.
And it is why two thousand years later I read from a book that there is
nothing new under the sun.

I have looked.
Could I not try this to create new wealth without injury?
Could I make money this way and do no harm?

And I have failed.
A rich fisherman is as rich as the number of fish he has slain.
A rich farmer is as rich as the number of seeds he has plucked.
A euphemism for holocaust.

And so in ender's game, ender is called to face his enemy, to learn, to
win, and to win completely.

Who is my enemy?
I have not wanted enemies.
I have not wanted to fight to make my way.
But there is just this one earth.
Just this one customer.
And I want to live so it had better be mine.

That is why the social sciences do not progress like the material
sciences.

There is no moral or ethical equivalent of Moore's law, doubling our
compassion every so many years.

The imperative of millions of generations of ancestors drives us to
survive, by acquire resources as needed.

P184 we don't have to like it.

Fine I will find someone who has too much to eat.

Joshua Paul
Neo Code Software
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Neo storie Capt panda meet the ghost

(Transcriptiopn error)
Once upon a time capty panda met a king
A mnew king fropm china
That king wanted capt panda to send him onme oif his favoriter people
And his name was jakedy
And he wanyts him to send a bag of money
A rice cooker and a dish washer because he didn't have them
And trhey said lkets go
Lets have a sleep over
Butr in the night ghosts are crawling
4 ghots are crawling
Capt panda iopened his eyes andf there was a ghost
And he had a fight
And the ghost turned into a big big very big can touch the sky thool
And that was wrench
And cp didn't know what to do
Peoiple said what's the big deal its a just a tool
And its not a probblem
We cxan fix ther roof
Cp said there really was a ghost
And people said fine fine fine whjatever
Thent they called the pioliced to taljk about it
And therer was a ghost and he turned uinto a big toiool
I know I willc call the kings magicina and he turn thre tiookl in to a
ghjost
And cp fought the ghost and hre wonm and they lived happily ever aftert
the end

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Review: ian rankin fleshmarket close

Review: ian rankin fleshmarket close
(Plot Spoilers ahead)

Glasgow
Edinburgh
Old cities with many visible ruins of ancient conflict
A murder mystery
What kind of story is that?
A death
A hunt
Clues
Resolution
What symmetry within does it mirror to resonate?
During grade 3 or 4 I read hercule poirot, nero wolfe, and sherlock
holmes and others
Always I've seen the lie in whoring as being the oldest profession
Or at least not as performed by the fairer sex
Nay
I saw the parade today
The proto soldiers whoring for roger's santa parade or was it for
collecting for the food bank or to add an inch when they look in the
mirror - I know snide remarks are not becoming but here they are
Murder
Murder is the oldest profession
And whores are flies to its sepulcher [sic]
Everytime I hear a snigger about the oldest profession
Stop
Imagine dying tomorrow
But before dying I will eat better than those who are not soldiers
But before dying I will wear ceremonials robes
And I will kill and rape
Before I am sent to my grave
For that is my pay
(And perhaps visit the temple's brothel, the comfort women, the instant
city sprung up around the barracks - and still in india daughters are
sold to temples - yet here I am certain unwanted daughters are treated
worse)

And in edinburgh a refugee, an ayslum seeking, a turkish kurd, a
journalist is stabbed 7 times.
He wanted to save his family that were being held in detention. He
discovered a gangsters plan and tried to bargain with the gangsters for
his families freedom.

Gangsters have illegal immigrants hidden working for little money but
safer than where they came from?

Economic refugees will not stop coming.
Heroin addicts will not stop fixing.

We can reduce the flow and minimize the pain and suffering of the ones
we have here.

Of course it is ironic
I interview programmers looking for work
1. Here in vancouver, recent immigrants
2. And there in beijing
Capitalism is such

But it is so old
And too many people have walked this way
The path is the same - it is through the eye of the needle we must go

For all its youth
Vancouver is cruel
But we have no death camps
Where did we send the japanese?
But we have no genocide
Did we not kill them all with smallpox?
But we have no hiroshima
But we have no vietnam
No josef mengele
But we have robert picton and clifford olson
But we have systematic sexual abuse at residential schools
And We have chinese bodies beneath the railroads

Only the ruins are gone
The weapons are missing
Where is the testament to their blood sacrifice?
No castles to remind us of the ancient conflict
Clues for future detectives to learn the truth

In the fleshmarket close, the mastermind is old and untouchable, an
ancient sea serpent, who we find in his outside jacuzzi preying on the
sick and the weak.

Which is my indictment.
I do not like the way I am raising my son and daughter
At first I believed that carrot and stick was best
But I do not want obedience
I love them and they know not how much
But if I were them what is it I hear?
Too much of what I remember saying is conditional on doing what I want
in exchange for something they want.
Do your homework and you can play nintendo.
Eat your lunch and you can have a candy cane.

After reading fleshmarket close, I see that this maybe the way of the
gangster. The dark side. The way of fear and power.

The storm troopers knew they were doing the right thing. They did not
think they were monsters. They were doing good work, ridding the world
of evil, one jew at a time.

Is this the horror we see in the scream? Or when Neo comes out of the
matrix? Or of christ nailed to the cross? Or the self immolating
buddhist monks?

To see myself revealed, as sinner, as murderer, as Cain.

To be Cain.

And I killed him. And I know. I am the detective of the murder I myself
have committed. I have killed my brother.

To be caught. To be punished. To be absolved.

To have the blood of the innocent lamb of the world, the son of god, my
brother, dead at my own hand, yet washed clean because of it.

This is the mystery.

And yet, as a father, I give my body to feed my children.

Thank you.

Joshua Paul
Neo Code Software
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Yasukuni shrine vs map

Yasukuni shrine vs map

Saskatchewan names 3860 places for its dead
News nat post wednesday nov 9 2005

Joshua Paul
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I didn't read, write, podcast, blog or otherwise perform this

Title
I didn't read, write, podcast, blog or otherwise perform this

By
J paul

Chorus
Thank you for coming
And giving your life
Breathe in breathe out
We are all here tonight
But note
Any resemblance to persons, countries, or other litigous objects, is
purely coincidental, and even though they may have the same name does
not mean they reference the same object, even though they mostly do, at
least 51% of the named objects reference totally unnamed, unalloacted
and refernece pointers.

Son
My mom and dad fight and yell. They always threaten each other. They
don't like each other very much.

Daughter
I never see them happy together. They hardly smile. And they are angry
all the time.

Mom
He just drives me crazy. He has no common sense. Does he want me to hate
him?

Dad
Does she expect me to read her mind? Why can't she say in plain language
what she wants?

Chorus
Swing low, sweet chariot
Coming for to carry me home
X2
I looked over jordan and what did I see
Coming for to carry me home?
A band of angels coming after me
Coming for to carry me home

Josh
Once upon a time my parents lived in Pasadena, California, home of the
New Year's Rose Bowl Parade, where cars and floats covered in rose
petals compete to celebrate - college football? My dad played football
and surfed, and my mom worked in Vromans book store and volunteered at
World Vision christian outreach till the hypocrisy drove her out. She
met a guy who donated money, who lived in a trailer, who had given up
every luxury to donate more. First he had stopped drinking, then he had
given up smoking.

First LBJ and then Kennedy had been digging bigger and bigger holes in
Vietnam, and suddenly it was my dad's turn to go and dig his own hole.
Possesing sufficient self preservation and self awareness my parents
chose to drive their soft top Fiat Spider north. They went north into
the cold to disappear.
(The plane is coming down. It looks like we are landing in the emerald
city. It is so green.)
They discovered a whole new world beyond the wall of the Stars and
Stripes and decided to stay even after Carter's pardon. They starved,
were unemployed, found jobs, went to school, had two kids, bought a
house, got divorced and found out who they were. They had driven north
and stopped, never to move much further, from were they had first found
a city after crossing the border.

They had pulled themselves out of one place and put themselves into
another. When they came they had no friends. Once they had kids they had
family. They were southern Californians and did not adjust easily to the
locals, nor did they connect with others who had left the States behind.
They did pulled themselves out of their home on their own and one night
put their suitcases in the car, pulled out of their driveway once last
time, and drove the 24 hours to Canada.

They had faced their situation and had changed their lives and had
sacrificed their old lives. They couldn't afford to go, but they
couldn't afford to stay. They lost family, friends and ultimately each
other.

Their courage got them to the border and got them through Canadian
customs.

Chorus
Oh I had horse and his name was bill
And when he ran he couldn't stand still
One day he ran away and also I ran with him

Josh
Imagine looking at a photo of new westminster in 1970 - perhaps a 4x5
with the white border. In New Westminster they see snow, isn't it for
the first time? And they have nothing to eat - while pregnant with me.
Does this explain why I am always starving?

My dad hungry goes from door to door with a shovel trying to earn money.
He is turned away and scolded for taking jobs away from children. I
don't know how he fed his hungry wife.

Chorus
Showers of dollars, showers of dollars we need
Dimes nickles pennies we've all got but showers of dollars we need

Josh
Tell me a story I can remember forever

I live in my father's house
I live in the house of my father's memory
I live in the memory of my father's house

It is my duty
It is my love for him
That I tell his story and the lessons I have learned

A story of stories
For my son and daughter and their children
Perhaps at the right time
They will remember to do right
And they will be saved

My good fortune
Is the effort of my father's spirit to save me
And my bad fortune
Is my evil impulse

is that not the message of our religions?

Chorus
An apple a pear a plum a cherry
Anything at all to makes us all merry
One for peter
Two for paul
Three for him who made us all

Josh
Do you know the story of Sheharazad?

Once upon a time there was a great and powerful king, and everyday he
married a new and beautiful woman and after he had looked at her for 24
hours, and eaten 3 meals with her, and slept with her, he grew bored and
tired of her. So he had her killed and a new wife brought to him.

In his kingdom there lived a beautiful and wise girl named Sheharazad,
and when her family learned that despite their efforts to hide her, the
king would be marrying her the next day. As the king's soldiers took her
away in a beautiful palanquin, her family wept bitterly, ignoring
Sheharazad's pleas to remain calm and to wait for her, no matter how
impossible it might seem. Those words made her family all the more sad
knowing that she would be executed in the morning.

Chorus
All I really need is a song in my heart
Food in my belly and love in my family

Josh
The rise of the gangsters
Everyone is scrambling to give money Hand over fist giving to them
No one can get enough of gangster goods

aspirin and crack
Whiskey and coke
The model t ford
Mississippi cotton
Sheffield coal
Brazilian hardwood floors
Chinese organs
japanese highways
African diamonds
African gold
Arabian oil
Californian strawberries
Filipina nannies
Canadian banks
American beef
Russian oil
German small arms
French missiles

The spirit world
At the bottom is the sun spirit which is ultimately everythings food
But there are many spirits before those that live in people
There are many people spirits
Some are new and some are old
Some new ones are getting bigger
Some old ones are getting smaller
They are all fighting with each other to be the only one of its kind
There are car spirits, oil spirits, french fry spirits, diamond spirits,
and search engine spirits.
Usually spirits can't move
Usually spirits grow on top of lots of smaller spirits
Like the oil spirit

Chorus
I'm not home to take your call
So leave your name and number
I'll be sure to call you back
Or I'm not made of lumber

Josh
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Joshua Paul
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Time to drive away

So much time to drive
Waiting stopping parking going
And what differnece
Whatsoever
Does it make
If the going is either faster or slow
Going faster or slower

Joshua Paul
Neo Code Software
604 638 0668 ph, 604 638 0666 fx
#288 - 425 Carrall St., Vancouver, BC V6B 6E3, Canada
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I live in my father's house

Tell me a story I can remember forever

I live in my father's house
I live in the house of my father's memory
I live in the memory of my father's house

It is my duty
It is my love for him
That I tell his story and the lessons I have learned

A story of stories
For my son and daughter and their children
Perhaps at the right time
They will remember to do right
And they will be saved

My good fortune
Is the effort of my father's spirit to save me
And my bad fortune
Is my evil impulse

is that not the message of our religions? :D

Do you know the story of Sheharazad?

Once upon a time there was a great and powerful king, and everyday he
married a new and beautiful woman and after he had looked at her for 24
hours, and eaten 3 meals with her, and slept with her, he grew bored and
tired of her. So he had her killed and a new wife brought to him.

In his kingdom there lived a beautiful and wise girl named Sheharazad,
and when her family learned that despite their efforts to hide her, the
king would be marrying her the next day. As the king's soldiers took her
away in a beautiful palanquin, her family wept bitterly, ignoring
Sheharazad's pleas to remain calm and to wait for her, no matter how
impossible it might seem. Those words made her family all the more sad
knowing that she would be executed in the morning.

I live in my father's house

Tell me a story I can remember forever

I live in my father's house
I live in the house of my father's memory
I live in the memory of my father's house

It is my duty
It is my love for him
That I tell his story and the lessons I have learned

A story of stories
For my son and daughter and their children
Perhaps at the right time
They will remember to do right
And they will be saved

My good fortune
Is the effort of my father's spirit to save me
And my bad fortune
Is my evil impulse

Joshua Paul
Neo Code Software
604 638 0668 ph, 604 638 0666 fx
#288 - 425 Carrall St., Vancouver, BC V6B 6E3, Canada
http://www.neocodesoftware.com/

I live in my father's house

I live in my father's house
I live in the house of my father's memory
I live in the memory of my father's house

It is my duty
It is my love for him
That I tell his story and the lessons I have learned

A story of stories
For my son and daughter and their children
Perhaps at the right time
They will remember to do right
And they will be saved

My good fortune
Is the effort of my father's spirit to save me
And my bad fortune
Is my evil impulse

The little prince's secret

The little prince's secret

The little prince's secret
Is a present from his fox
Who tells him when he's leaving
What has meaning is life's love lost

" It is only with the heart
That one can truly see
What one finds essential
To the eye invisible it will be "

" Men," said the little prince, " set out on their way in express
trains, but they do not know what they are looking for. Then they rush
about, and get excited, and turn round and round . . . "
And he added :
" It is not worth the trouble . . . "
. . .
" And yet what they are looking for could be found in one single rose,
or in a little water."
. . .
" But the eyes are blind. One must look with the heart . . . "

Everywhere the poison illusion
That we are not meant for death
All the distractions keep us busy
Ignoring life's journeys path

The I wants to give my children
Much more than they deserve
" My child I am dying . . . "
Abruptly becomes " Already I am dead . . . "

Joshua Paul
Neo Code Software
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#288 - 425 Carrall St., Vancouver, BC V6B 6E3, Canada
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My art

Film - sense of place, locating the means of production in the field of
vision using mirrors
Performance - celebration of music dance and the human form
Poetry - ambiguity
Randomantra Lyrics - purpose
Illustration - characters: fonts and wizards
Legends - antigone, samson and delilah, the dog and the bone
Spectacle - tv wall, dancers, internet broadcast, elephants, fireworks,
blood
Themes - hard work. success, betrayal, defeat, redemption
Production
Management
Packaging
Marketing - who will buy
Selling - will you buy? Asian arts centre hank

Joshua Paul
Neo Code Software
604 638 0668 ph, 604 638 0666 fx
#288 - 425 Carrall St., Vancouver, BC V6B 6E3, Canada
http://www.neocodesoftware.com/

My art

Film - sense of place, locating the means of production in the field of
vision using mirrors
Performance - celebration of music dance and the human form
Poetry - ambiguity
Randomantra Lyrics - purpose
Illustration - characters: fonts and wizards
Legends - antigone, samson and delilah, the dog and the bone
Spectacle - tv wall, dancers, internet broadcast, elephants, fireworks,
blood
Themes - hard work. success, betrayal, defeat, redemption
Production
Management
Packaging
Marketing - who will buy
Selling - will you buy?

The truth behind the iraq war

It wasn't WOMD
It wasn't revenge
It wasn't even for iraq reserves

Maybe

If I were an opec member
The only member with excess capacity
But with only 3 fields
As it happens
Interview lawyer who read all saudi enineers reports
3 major fields all on verge of collapse
Before they go for good
I would want to get the most per barrel
Until the last drop was gone
If I revealed the that the field was about to collapse, it would drive
the price higher but would panic my buyers but also get my buyers
looking for alternative suppliers
Instead if I could create a way to make the price without losing my
buyers confidence I would pay for that and buyers would calmly look for
alernatives
What could I do raise my oil prices?
Maybe I could hire a proxy to reduce a competitors production capacity
for a couple years to give me enough of a window to sell my remaining
oil?

The spirit world

The spirit world
At the bottom is the sun spirit which is ultimately everythings food
But there are many spirits before those that live in people
There are many people spirits
Some are new and some are old
Some new ones are getting bigger
Some old ones are getting smaller
They are all fighting with each other to be the only one of its kind
There are car spirits, oil spirits, french fry spirits, diamond spirits,
and search engine spirits.
Usually spirits can't move
Usually spirits grow on top of lots of smaller spirits
Like the oil spirit

Fwd: Re: Evil Fish

mike cantelon on Friday, September 16, 2005 at 11:57 AM -0800 wrote:
>http://news.bbc.co.uk/cbbcnews/hi/newsid_4200000/newsid_4209000/4209004.stm

http://www.bogleech.com/bio-para.html

you might have seen this??

http://www.livejournal.com/users/dailyshow_video/
http://www.livejournal.com/users/dailyshow_video/74590.html
Ed Helms takes a look at the efforts to save our beloved and beleaguered
president.

Fwd: Searching for failure? Try George W. Bush | The Register

http://www.theregister.co.uk/2005/09/09/google_bush_search/

Fwd: if we are ninja's

Subject: if we are ninja's
To: joshua paul

then you must know about http://www.realultimatepower.net/

Re: Email story part 1 copyright 2005 joshua scott Paul

keep writing...what do you mean "here we go again"???...this has happened
before to Doodlewood?

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