loss, less, missed, past, going, gone.

freedom

how much do I have?

I can choose the red cup or the blue cup
I can choose the small or the large coffee
I can choose the big car or the small car
I can choose to work here or there
I can choose to spend my money on this or that

can I choose how much time I spend with my son?
can I choose how much time I spend with my daughter?
can I choose how much time I spend with my wife?
can I choose how much time I spend with my mother?
can I choose how much time I spend with my father?

how well can a father know his son when he spends most of his time asleep or at work surrounded by strangers?
how well can a son get to know his father when he spends most of his time asleep or at school surrounded by strangers?

movies? books? games? sports?

they only hasten time's chariot ever more near

desire, wish, longing, ache, pain, emptiness

civilization stands in my way

all I want is my family back